Earlier this week I posted about my struggles with dreams and goals, you can read about it, here. Today’s post is about a different goal, one that I can measure and move forward on. One that scares me, but I’ve finally taken some steps forward with. Although it scares me, I was reminded that I am capable of a lot….
While prepping for one of the most anticipated events later this year (Gilmore Girls Revival Marathon) I was reminded of a quote Richard Gilmore said in seasons 6’s episode, “We’ve Got Magic To Do.” He was referring to Rory when he said:
I’m no Rory Gilmore, but I am Me and the statement holds true for me and my life. Sometimes I just need to be reminded that I am far more capable than I give myself credit for. Sometimes I just need to be reminded of that little voice that roars in the background. Sometimes I need to remind myself that if you can stretch your mind to believe in something, the physical act of following through is a piece of cake (almost).
So here I am FINALLY tackling something I originally started to kinda sorta pursue a little over 2 years ago. I’m still pretty hesitant and uncertain and scared beyond measure. I have this incredible impostor syndrome regarding the whole thing. BUT, despite all of these things, I’m taking this leap and we’ll see where I land. I try not to think about the fear and uncertainty too much. Because when I do, it stops me dead in my tracks. All I know is that I cannot lose any more time when it come to pursuing this endeavor. If it goes up in smoke, so be it. At least I will have tried and I won’t be left wondering “what could have been.”
I know you’re probably wondering what this goal is and all the details. Well, you’ll have to wait until next week for the big reveal. I’m excited, but nervous to share. Ahhhh, but I’ve crossed so many hurdles already that were nervous road blocks. And so far things have gone better than anticipated.