Disclaimer: This post may seem like a jumbled mess, which it probably is. But sometimes blogging is just a opportunity to get all of your thoughts out of your head and out into the world. I’m usually pretty good at making decisions. I see things in black and white. It’s either yes or no; there’s not a lot of room for in between. I trust my gut; it rarely steers me wrong. However, I love this quote by Steve Jobs. I aspire to be this kind of person. I’m also pretty impatient.…